July 8, 2020 My Amazing Aaron in 2 days you will have been gone for 4 years. I honestly do not know how I continue to breath but you just do it. You get up each day and do the best you can – some days are better than others. Today was not… It is… Continue reading Day 8
Tag: Grief
Day 7
uly 7, 2020 – My Amazing Aaron I did a post about your brothers so I have been trying to find pictures of just you and your sister Chantal. I finally found a couple but most of the pictures I have are of all of you together so I will just post these two from… Continue reading Day 7
Day 5
July 5,2020 My Amazing Aaron- the internet is down so I am not able to download the pictures I was going to put up tonight so I will do two of my favorites and the picture of the tattoo you got in May 2016. This was one of your drawings and when you went out… Continue reading Day 5
Day 4
July 4, 2020 – My Amazing Aaron – the 4th is almost over and I finally decided I better do this post. Today was really hard. One of your battle buddies from basic training posted an ARMY video of what you guys experience during training. I knew about it – I understood what you went… Continue reading Day 4
Day 3
July 3, 2020 My Amazing Aaron I decided to post some pictures of you with your brothers when you were young. You loved your brothers. There are so many pictures that I have of you together and it makes my heart smile and it makes me cry because there have not been anymore pictures of… Continue reading Day 3
Day 2
July 2, 2020 – My Amazing Aaron you loved loved loved music. When you were little you got hooked on Stevie Ray Vaughn and you would stand there mesmerized by his playing and then of course you would end up being SRV. You never really ended up playing but when you got older you did… Continue reading Day 2
Day 1
July 1, 2020 – My Amazing Aaron the day is drawing nearer – the worst day imaginable. When I feel like I can’t go on I think of all the other parents I have met over the past four years and tell myself they are doing this so you have to as well. They are… Continue reading Day 1
It’s Not Happy Memorial Day…
Originally known as Decoration Day and falling on May 30th – it began as a day to honor the fallen soldiers of the Civil War. Eventually it was expanded to include fallen soldiers of all wars and the name was changed to Memorial Day. The holiday was officially recognized by the government in the 1970’s… Continue reading It’s Not Happy Memorial Day…
November 29,1996
November 29,1996 at 9:23 AM you came racing into this world with the nurses yelling at me not to push. I yelled back at them that I was not pushing and I seriously was not. You were in such a hurry to get here nothing was stopping you. It is the way you were –… Continue reading November 29,1996
Why Is It So Hard To Remember
November 17, 2019 – The year is 2009 my Amazing Aaron. It has gotten so much harder to look at pictures – to look at our lives and the fun times we had. While they were not all good – I would rather have bad days with you here instead of all my days with… Continue reading Why Is It So Hard To Remember