Day 8

July 8, 2020 My Amazing Aaron in 2 days you will have been gone for 4 years. I honestly do not know how I continue to breath but you just do it. You get up each day and do the best you can – some days are better than others. Today was not… It is harder for me to look at pictures now and I don’t want it to be like that because it is the only way I can still see you. I picked pictures of when you got your first pair of glasses and the times we tried fishing they don’t go together but I love the pictures of you in your glasses so much – I look at these and think of the happy times and it breaks my heart that we get so beaten down by stress and people saying mean things and sometimes just life in general and we don’t pay attention – that is what I did I wasn’t paying enough attention – I was stressed and I was so tired of being stressed I tuned out and didn’t pay attention like I was supposed to. I miss you so much Aaron Alexander – you are the one that deserves to be here. I love you with all my heart always and forever no matter what ❤️🦊