November 14, 2019 – 2012 – we had graduations and parties and adventures. A trip to the emergency room for you – there were a couple times I took you – you always ended up being OK. I wish every day you would have been OK the night you died. I was yelling at the 911 operator to hurry but I knew there was nothing that could be done. It is a part of me now – I try not to think about it but sometimes it is all I can see. That is also why I love the pictures of your silly faces that you made so much. It has been a really hard day so even though I look at all of our pictures it is hard for me to remember the good times right now. I miss you so my beautiful boy. I love you with all my heart always and forever no matter what ❤️🦊